1. Do you have a dirty mind?
indeed I do
2. What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged?
I'd be a little surprised. It might sting a little but I'd be happy for him.
3. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yup
4. Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
No. I have historically been very realistic with my "wants" and therefore obtained most of them. But the one and only thing that I have ever really wanted so bad?...no, I cannot have that. :(
5. What would you do if you saw a person fall down a flight of stairs?
um, try to help them
6. Are you aware of what happens around you?
for the most part
7. When is your next road trip?
who knows
8. Would you ever consider having a long distance relationship?
I prefer long distance relationships
9. Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?
yes, many of them
10. Do you need to know everything about some one's past?
NO i prefer not to know some things
12. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
I learned how to drive on a stick but the last time I tried it, I kinda sucked at it
13. Anything hurt on your body right now?
yes, my neck and my shoulders...overdid my workout yesterday
14. Have you done anything bad recently?
uh not so much
16. Who is the last person to make you laugh? When?
idk
17. Have you ever been stalked?
yes i have and more than once
19. Do you have any strange or odd things in common with your best friend?
idk, I have a lot of friends with things both in common and very different
20. Have you eaten a lot today?
nothing so far, just woke up
21. Does your best friends know your family?
Only my old friends know my family; my newer friends do not
22. Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
Oh hell no
23. Is there something you're doing tonight?
not sure
24. Would you rather have someone be honest and hurt you or lie and save your feelings?
honest and hurt me...yep, I asked for it
25. Have you told anyone you love them this week?
possibly my cats
26. Last four things you drank?
coffee, coffee, Propel, and coffee
27. Next thing you will do?
go to school/work
29. Do you like to give roses?
nah
30. Would you date someone 10 years older than you?
absolutely not, that person would be closer to my parent's age
I am rarely attracted to men even my age or a few years older.
32. What is your favorite kind of hot drink?
Coffee
34. What was the last thing you procrastinated doing?
a report for work
36. What would you do if you got stuck in an elevator?
flip out...seriously!
37. Do you watch TV or listen to music more?
music def
38. Did you ever intentionally vomit?
i have when i was too drunk to sleep
39. Would you rather your mate have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
I would rather we were both intensely sexually AND intellectually compatible. Beyond that everything else is just icing on the cake.
40. If someone cheated on you, what would you do?
it depends yet is rather irrelevant bc I don't see myself in a committed relationship anytime within the next decade.
41. What month is your birthday in?
September
42. What is your favorite kind of gum?
I dont' chew gum
43. Would you consider yourself a bad or good influence?
Depends...good for the most part.
44. who sits next to you in your first period?
haha
45. Do you like the show A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila?
don't watch tv...never heard of it
46. Would you rather have an apple or an orange?
apple
47. Do you enjoy watching other people trip?
um, no
48. Would you ever get a tattoo?
I have three. I should be done now.
50. What time is it?
11:32am
54. Do words hurt you?
they can
55. Do you like wearing leather?
No
56. Did you sleep at least 7 hours last night?
sorta...I was in bed for 7hrs...did I sleep that whole time?...prob not
57. Do spiders scare you?
Not at all. I think they are kinda cool.
58. Halloween or Christmas?
HALLOWEEN!!!
59. Would you rather wear glasses or have braces?
glasses def
60. Do you think that your name defines who you are?
nah
63. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
sunny
64. Who's your best friend(s)?
see the top row of my friends here
67. Do you find it hard to concentrate?
sometimes...lately a lot
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Fun Drinking Survey
1. When I'm drunk, I tend to.....
A) Pose for all pictures in a toasting pose with my glass or bottle.
B) Take an excessive amount of pictures.
C) Drunk text people.
D) Get very silly and flirtatious.
E) Get weepy if the wrong subject is mentioned.
2. Shots or beers?
Beers, shots perhaps but only a few and I'm shot.
3. Do you have a drinking buddy?
I've had many drinking buddies at various times.
4. Do you get angry?
Nah
5. do you puke?
if I get really drunk, yeah
6. After 7 drinks who are you?
At 7, I wouldn't remember!
7. And what the hell happend to 7?
???
8. Tequila does what to you??
No, no thanks.
10. Vodka makes you?
eh, I'm more of a Rum gal myself.
11. Do you smoke when you drink?
Nope, but I used to.
12. Do you pass out?
Not typically but I have a few times.
14. Do you drink alone?
not any more than one drink
15. Worst drink you have ever had?
Anything with SoCo
16. Do you play drinking games?
Sometimes but I suck at most games sober so...
17. Favorite Beer?
Yuengling Light (or however that is spelled)
19. What will you NOT drink?
A lot more than I will drink.
20. Are you a lightweight when it comes to alcohol?
Oh hell yeah.
21. Do you ever drink bacardi silver?
I don't believe I have.
23. Do you like frozen drinks?
they can be fun
24. Do you drink liquor straight?
um, no
25. Do you ever drink out of the bottle?
Well, beer yeah.
26. Are you drunk right now?
no
27. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages on daily basis?
no
28. Do you drink a lot of wine?
Awe, I used to. Alas, I am now too poor for such a thing.
29. When's the last time you drank?
The Anti-man post-Valentine's Day drinking blowout.
30. Name someone that will repost this drinking survey?
Jen maybe
31. Ever been streaking while drinking?
Nope, flashing (top only) yes...streaking, no.
32. Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol?
Haha...almost naked (topless).
33. Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone?
No
34. Ever woke up and said Dude where's my car?
No, but I did walk outside once and say that when a certain friend confiscated not only my keys but my entire vehicle!
35. Ever carried someone up & down the same flight of stairs due to their drunkeness?
Not the same person, same stair both way, no.
36. Puked in a friend's car?
No but I almost puked in a cab once apparently.
37. What is the last liquor you drank?
Beer?
A) Pose for all pictures in a toasting pose with my glass or bottle.
B) Take an excessive amount of pictures.
C) Drunk text people.
D) Get very silly and flirtatious.
E) Get weepy if the wrong subject is mentioned.
2. Shots or beers?
Beers, shots perhaps but only a few and I'm shot.
3. Do you have a drinking buddy?
I've had many drinking buddies at various times.
4. Do you get angry?
Nah
5. do you puke?
if I get really drunk, yeah
6. After 7 drinks who are you?
At 7, I wouldn't remember!
7. And what the hell happend to 7?
???
8. Tequila does what to you??
No, no thanks.
10. Vodka makes you?
eh, I'm more of a Rum gal myself.
11. Do you smoke when you drink?
Nope, but I used to.
12. Do you pass out?
Not typically but I have a few times.
14. Do you drink alone?
not any more than one drink
15. Worst drink you have ever had?
Anything with SoCo
16. Do you play drinking games?
Sometimes but I suck at most games sober so...
17. Favorite Beer?
Yuengling Light (or however that is spelled)
19. What will you NOT drink?
A lot more than I will drink.
20. Are you a lightweight when it comes to alcohol?
Oh hell yeah.
21. Do you ever drink bacardi silver?
I don't believe I have.
23. Do you like frozen drinks?
they can be fun
24. Do you drink liquor straight?
um, no
25. Do you ever drink out of the bottle?
Well, beer yeah.
26. Are you drunk right now?
no
27. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages on daily basis?
no
28. Do you drink a lot of wine?
Awe, I used to. Alas, I am now too poor for such a thing.
29. When's the last time you drank?
The Anti-man post-Valentine's Day drinking blowout.
30. Name someone that will repost this drinking survey?
Jen maybe
31. Ever been streaking while drinking?
Nope, flashing (top only) yes...streaking, no.
32. Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol?
Haha...almost naked (topless).
33. Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone?
No
34. Ever woke up and said Dude where's my car?
No, but I did walk outside once and say that when a certain friend confiscated not only my keys but my entire vehicle!
35. Ever carried someone up & down the same flight of stairs due to their drunkeness?
Not the same person, same stair both way, no.
36. Puked in a friend's car?
No but I almost puked in a cab once apparently.
37. What is the last liquor you drank?
Beer?
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Hil-arious!
Well, last night I dreamed of code. It looks like tonight I may dream of nothing as I am once again battling insomnia. Although I could be working on proof strategies for my Discreet Math class, my mind has decided to seek out entertainment in the form of hilarious t-shirts. So I found this t-shirt here below and I had to share. I seriously laughed for about 15 minutes while imagining myself showing up somewhere wearing it, while trying to keep a straight face. Now the question is, do I really buy one?
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
50 Questions Part II
1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
NYSEG
2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
Never have...seriously
3. Do you regret losing your virginity to who you lost it to?
no
4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be ?
I wouldn't. Have you seen Back to the Future? Uh, yeah!
(clearly I am being facetious)
5. What do you want to be doing right now?
this is good
7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
A writer, first and foremost. And also about everything else.
Yep, not much has changed.
8. How many colleges did you attend?
Two, unless you also count Canisius where I pretended to be a student for 3 years while partying like a rock star.
(on man I'm a dork)
9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now?
hm, I am wearing a towel
10. What are your thoughts on gas prices?
whatever, it sucks
11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you where would it be?
Hawaii maybe. IDK
12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?
really!??!?!
13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?
I don't recall, but knowing me I could take a good guess.
14. Do you miss being a child?
I was never a child. This is why I can't relate to children.
16. What errand/chore do you despise?
dusting
17. If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer?
definitly. I used to volunteer even when I did work but was less busy
18. Get up early or sleep in?
def sleep in
19. What is your favorite cartoon character?
eh I don't care
20. Favorite thing to do at night?
Play around online
21. Have you found real love yet?
Ouch. I guess not.
22. When did you first start feeling old?
When I turned 29 I started to panic. But honestly, I feel young.
24. Your favorite lunch meat?
well, I'm not eating meat anymore
25. What do you get every time you go into Wal-Mart?
kitty litter
26. Beach or lake?
either
27. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual?
It's right for some people and not for others. Trick is being honest with yourself as to which category you fall in.
28. Do you own property?
yes
29. Favorite Guilty pleasure?
Wow, well I quit smoking, eating meat, and doing "him".
Do I have any guilty pleasures left?
30. Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
no secrets here
31. What is your drink? Alcoholic drink?
Blue Hawaiian
32. Cowboys or Indians?
who cares
33. Cops or Robbers?
who cares
34. Who from high school would you like to run into?
IDK
35. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
prob Kiss
36. Norm or Cliff?
Wow...flashback. Hmm...I'll go with Norm.
37. Grey's or 'The Office?
Never seen either.
38. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?
Well that would be changing the past and again...question #4
39. Do you like the person that sits directly across from you at work?
I don't sit across from anyone. I am always on the go.
40. What famous person would you like to have dinner with?
Can I pick a dead celeb? Nobody current really impresses me. Well...or it could be that I know nothing of Pop Culture. But anyhow, either Marilyn Monroe or Ernest Hemmingway.
41. Indoors or Outdoor
depends
42. Have you ever crashed your vehicle?
AHhahaha, do you know me?
43. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
nope
44. Last book you read?
not for school? i'm not sure
45. Do you have a teddy bear?
no
46. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth
camping?
47. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?
Well I've been to San Diego which was the goal so, idk where else.
48. Do you go to church?
lol, no
49. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or a new relationship?
CLEARLY, a new career. And that is what I am presently working on.
50. How old are you?
How old do I look? :)
NYSEG
2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
Never have...seriously
3. Do you regret losing your virginity to who you lost it to?
no
4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be ?
I wouldn't. Have you seen Back to the Future? Uh, yeah!
(clearly I am being facetious)
5. What do you want to be doing right now?
this is good
7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?
A writer, first and foremost. And also about everything else.
Yep, not much has changed.
8. How many colleges did you attend?
Two, unless you also count Canisius where I pretended to be a student for 3 years while partying like a rock star.
(on man I'm a dork)
9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now?
hm, I am wearing a towel
10. What are your thoughts on gas prices?
whatever, it sucks
11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you where would it be?
Hawaii maybe. IDK
12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?
really!??!?!
13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?
I don't recall, but knowing me I could take a good guess.
14. Do you miss being a child?
I was never a child. This is why I can't relate to children.
16. What errand/chore do you despise?
dusting
17. If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer?
definitly. I used to volunteer even when I did work but was less busy
18. Get up early or sleep in?
def sleep in
19. What is your favorite cartoon character?
eh I don't care
20. Favorite thing to do at night?
Play around online
21. Have you found real love yet?
Ouch. I guess not.
22. When did you first start feeling old?
When I turned 29 I started to panic. But honestly, I feel young.
24. Your favorite lunch meat?
well, I'm not eating meat anymore
25. What do you get every time you go into Wal-Mart?
kitty litter
26. Beach or lake?
either
27. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual?
It's right for some people and not for others. Trick is being honest with yourself as to which category you fall in.
28. Do you own property?
yes
29. Favorite Guilty pleasure?
Wow, well I quit smoking, eating meat, and doing "him".
Do I have any guilty pleasures left?
30. Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
no secrets here
31. What is your drink? Alcoholic drink?
Blue Hawaiian
32. Cowboys or Indians?
who cares
33. Cops or Robbers?
who cares
34. Who from high school would you like to run into?
IDK
35. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
prob Kiss
36. Norm or Cliff?
Wow...flashback. Hmm...I'll go with Norm.
37. Grey's or 'The Office?
Never seen either.
38. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?
Well that would be changing the past and again...question #4
39. Do you like the person that sits directly across from you at work?
I don't sit across from anyone. I am always on the go.
40. What famous person would you like to have dinner with?
Can I pick a dead celeb? Nobody current really impresses me. Well...or it could be that I know nothing of Pop Culture. But anyhow, either Marilyn Monroe or Ernest Hemmingway.
41. Indoors or Outdoor
depends
42. Have you ever crashed your vehicle?
AHhahaha, do you know me?
43. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
nope
44. Last book you read?
not for school? i'm not sure
45. Do you have a teddy bear?
no
46. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth
camping?
47. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?
Well I've been to San Diego which was the goal so, idk where else.
48. Do you go to church?
lol, no
49. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or a new relationship?
CLEARLY, a new career. And that is what I am presently working on.
50. How old are you?
How old do I look? :)
Saturday, February 16, 2008
The TRUTH
The truth. Can you handle it? I’d say that most people cannot. In fact, it has been my observation in life that while the vast majority of people claim to value honesty they neither practice nor appreciate it.
That was the trouble with truth, someone once told me; it’s a double-edged sword. How true. I had many times seen the disappointed look on another’s face when I answered their question honestly when they were expecting another response. But I also had heard a millions times, “I want to ask your opinion on something because I know you’ll be honest with me”. It indeed went both ways.
Recently I had someone tell me something that was quite brutal. It was the truth but it was delivered in such a way as to intentionally be cruel and hurtful (and for that there is no excuse). Some of you know this story because I’ve told a few people. Everyone I told responded with shock and commented a few choice words on the individual of which I spoke. BUT…THEN…they all added the same final comment, “He could have at least bullshitted/made something up”. And that really sucked because that turned off the anger that I should have probably continued to harbor. He was honest. And unfortunately that was one of things I really appreciated about him, even if it was sometimes brutal.
For me, the truth often hurts. But as much as it may initially sting, I cannot stay mad at the truth. I cannot hold a grudge towards somebody for being honest. “He could have at least bullshitted/made something up,” they all commented. But doesn’t lying make it worse? I tend to think so.
The TRUTH is that most people cannot handle the truth. The TRUTH is that most people would rather be fed some line of sugary-sweet, happy bullshit because it’s easier to swallow. The TRUTH is that most of those that claim to value honesty are not even being honest with themselves.
That was the trouble with truth, someone once told me; it’s a double-edged sword. How true. I had many times seen the disappointed look on another’s face when I answered their question honestly when they were expecting another response. But I also had heard a millions times, “I want to ask your opinion on something because I know you’ll be honest with me”. It indeed went both ways.
Recently I had someone tell me something that was quite brutal. It was the truth but it was delivered in such a way as to intentionally be cruel and hurtful (and for that there is no excuse). Some of you know this story because I’ve told a few people. Everyone I told responded with shock and commented a few choice words on the individual of which I spoke. BUT…THEN…they all added the same final comment, “He could have at least bullshitted/made something up”. And that really sucked because that turned off the anger that I should have probably continued to harbor. He was honest. And unfortunately that was one of things I really appreciated about him, even if it was sometimes brutal.
For me, the truth often hurts. But as much as it may initially sting, I cannot stay mad at the truth. I cannot hold a grudge towards somebody for being honest. “He could have at least bullshitted/made something up,” they all commented. But doesn’t lying make it worse? I tend to think so.
The TRUTH is that most people cannot handle the truth. The TRUTH is that most people would rather be fed some line of sugary-sweet, happy bullshit because it’s easier to swallow. The TRUTH is that most of those that claim to value honesty are not even being honest with themselves.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
A word about V-Day.
Trying to walk through what is already a narrow and crowded hallway today was even more annoying than usual. Half of the hallway was blocked with tables and dozens of them. At the tables people were selling flowers, candy and crap. I think they may have been giving away condemns too?
Anyhow, so I get to the student union and now I've seen it all. There are 3 girls and 2 guys standing in the middle of the union holding signs that say, "Free Hugs". I actually said out loud, "really?!?!"...and then thought to myself, "oh this is a blog waiting to happen". And so here we go.
I hate Valentine's Day and most any other holiday for that matter if it costs me money or causes me any inconveniences related to time. The exception of course is Halloween when I take pride in a creating a costume often at great price (both time and money), just so that I many go out that one night of the year publicly wearing a hot/sexy costume. BUT, that is just so much fun!
I don't know, here's the thing...if some guy is an asshole 364 days out of the year and he remembers to buy a card and show up with flowers on Feb 14th, I am hardly impressed. If you really care about someone, you show it 365 days of the year and Feb 14th is just like any other day. There's no need for fanfare, candy, flowers, hearts or teddy bears. This is just corporate America giving you one more useless thing to spend your hard-earned money on and its dumb.
But that's just my opinion and I'm like all anti-romantic so whatever.
Anyhow, so I get to the student union and now I've seen it all. There are 3 girls and 2 guys standing in the middle of the union holding signs that say, "Free Hugs". I actually said out loud, "really?!?!"...and then thought to myself, "oh this is a blog waiting to happen". And so here we go.
I hate Valentine's Day and most any other holiday for that matter if it costs me money or causes me any inconveniences related to time. The exception of course is Halloween when I take pride in a creating a costume often at great price (both time and money), just so that I many go out that one night of the year publicly wearing a hot/sexy costume. BUT, that is just so much fun!
I don't know, here's the thing...if some guy is an asshole 364 days out of the year and he remembers to buy a card and show up with flowers on Feb 14th, I am hardly impressed. If you really care about someone, you show it 365 days of the year and Feb 14th is just like any other day. There's no need for fanfare, candy, flowers, hearts or teddy bears. This is just corporate America giving you one more useless thing to spend your hard-earned money on and its dumb.
But that's just my opinion and I'm like all anti-romantic so whatever.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
a haiku or two...
Craving you again.
Just one more time and I'll quit.
Addiction's a bitch!
Just one more time and I'll quit.
Addiction's a bitch!
Defenses were down.
He invaded my body.
But also my mind.
He invaded my body.
But also my mind.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Rant of the Day
Call me crazy but...
I am a little sick of clicking on news links to find that I must watch a video if I am interested in learning more. This annoys the crap outta me! Can't I just READ an article??? Apparently not. I see something interesting, I want to read more and no...no, suddenly a video is launched. And people wonder why I never know what's going on. I don't have the patience or the attention span for videos. So if I can't read about it, I forget about it. There used to be options like (a) watch the video OR (b) read the article. But I guess not any more. Alright, I feel better now having expressed that. Well OK, not really. lol
I am a little sick of clicking on news links to find that I must watch a video if I am interested in learning more. This annoys the crap outta me! Can't I just READ an article??? Apparently not. I see something interesting, I want to read more and no...no, suddenly a video is launched. And people wonder why I never know what's going on. I don't have the patience or the attention span for videos. So if I can't read about it, I forget about it. There used to be options like (a) watch the video OR (b) read the article. But I guess not any more. Alright, I feel better now having expressed that. Well OK, not really. lol
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